No one will ever understand.

No one will ever fully know me.


I am alone in this.
In this darkness.
In this madness.
In this world.


Day after day,
the darkness slowly erodes the life.

I can feel it.

I can feel myself fading away.

The strongest fears I have that wake me up in the middle of the night,
the ones that cause panic attacks out of nowhere,
even these have no power over the darkness.


Soon, my love.

Someday soon I will gain the courage.

The courage to put an end to this growing madness.
The courage to finally silence the chaos within my head.


And maybe then,
I will finally be able to rest.